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Bodies Behind The Bus

Bodies Behind The Bus
Spiritual Abuse
Southern Baptist Convention
Mental Health
Acts 29
Child Sexual Abuse
Trauma
Christianity
Religious Abuse
The Austin Stone
Austin Stone
Acts 29 Network
YWAM
Sexual Abuse
Pastor Jay
Clergy Sexual Abuse
Novo
Chapel Hill Bible Church
Youth Pastor Jay
Systemic Issues In Religious Institutions
Christian Nationalism

The Bodies Behind the Bus is a podcast centering on the voices of spiritual abuse survivors. We began with stories out of the Acts 29 network and have branched into many organizations since our launch. We are the discarded few. We have been abused, gaslit, ignored, slandered, deceived, intentionally hurt, and betrayed. Our stories were manipulated and our voices were stolen. We were left alone wit... more

PublishesTwice monthlyEpisodes144Founded5 years ago
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Latest Episodes

Rachel joined Youth With A Mission (YWAM) at 18 and did her Discipleship Training School (DTS) in Puerto Rico. In this episode, she shares a base culture of control, from limited phone time and locked bathrooms to comments on her body and clothes. Sh... more

In this episode, we continue our Youth With A Mission (YWAM) series with Amanda. At 18, a back injury ended her basketball dreams, so she joined a YWAM program hoping to grow her faith. Instead, she found strict rules, constant control, and a culture... more

Sarah's story continues. She returns to a Youth With A Mission (YWAM) base in the States, where a car accident leaves her hurt and exhausted. Instead of rest, she faces pressure to keep working and leading. In this episode, she describes a base cultu... more

Sarah joined Youth With A Mission (YWAM) at 22 and did her training school in Samoa. In this episode, she shares what happened on outreach in the Solomon Islands, where a fellow student assaulted her. When she told leaders, they blamed her, called it... more

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Recent Guests

Keri Ladner
Author, American Dominion: The Rise and Radicalization of a New Christendom
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Episode: ATBS "American Dominion: The Rise and Radicalization of a New Christendom" w/ Keri Ladner
Ciji Wagner
Founder of Louder Than Silence, an organization providing resources for survivors of sexual violence.
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Episode: ATBS: w/ Ciji Wagner
David Bronson
Co-founder of Deconstruction Doulas, guiding survivors exiting high-control religious settings.
Deconstruction Doulas
Episode: ATBS: "Escaping Theonomy’s Grip" w/ The Bronson's
Margaret Bronson
Co-founder of Deconstruction Doulas, working with survivors from high-control religions.
Deconstruction Doulas
Episode: ATBS: "Escaping Theonomy’s Grip" w/ The Bronson's
Mollie Callahan
A spiritual director and seminary student
Episode: ATBS “Church Discipline” w/ Mollie Callahan
Dr. Jared Stacy
Ethicist, theologian, and author of an upcoming book on conspiracy theory and evangelicalism
Episode: ATBS: “Holy Paranoia” W/ Jared Stacy
Beth Allison Barr
Author and medieval historian, known for her works on women in church and clergy roles.
Episode: ATBS: “Becoming the Pastor’s Wife” w/ Beth Allison Barr
Eric Isaac
Professor and board member who researches the intersection of spirituality and coercive beliefs.
Episode: ATBS - “Fundie Cult Beliefs Going Mainstream w/ Christian Nationalism” ft. Margaret Bronson & Eric Isaac
Robert Callahan
Attorney, board member of Bodies Behind the Bus, and author of 'Fire In The Whole'.
Episode: ATBS “Fire in the Whole” w/ Robert Callahan

Hosts

Jonna Harris
Co-host focusing on survivor storytelling and accountability within religious communities.
Jay Coyle
Co-host guiding conversations with empathy, aiming to center survivors and critique harmful leadership practices.

Reviews

4.0 out of 5 stars from 1.1k ratings
  • Nuts

    I’ve listened to a few of these podcasts trying to understand what the point is. I’m all for holding leadership of churches and organizations accountable but this is not it. I work at a church that is mentioned in one of the podcasts and know pretty well what was going on. The conversation is completely one sided and void of any grace for the people who have “wronged” the guest. The guest even said things I know to not be true. In the episodes I have listened to the guest was not questioned abou... more

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    Stevelicious1992
    United Statesa month ago
  • Much Needed

    What I appreciate most about these stories is how much they have helped me make sense of my own family’s experiences with spiritual abuse. I wish I had had this resource 15 years ago when we were struggling, but I am grateful for it now and I know it is helping so many people. I am so grateful we got out when we did and while it’s horrible that others experienced abuse, it is comforting to know we weren’t the only ones!

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    slicepower
    United Statesa month ago
  • False information

    I was personally part of one of the organizations involved and was directly involved in one of the situations being discussed, so I feel it’s important to point out that there is a significant amount of false and misleading information being presented.

    From what I personally witnessed, the situation was much more complicated than the version being told on this podcast. One of the individuals now presenting themselves as an activist had a long history of conflict within the organization. There w... more

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    Ralphie1245
    United States2 months ago
  • Worth a listen

    So grateful for your willingness to hold institutions and leaders accountable by name, your education on the harmful effects of lots of normalized teaching and your heart to listen to the hurting.

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    5
    torieJc
    United States2 months ago
  • Supporting victims

    Thank you for supporting victims of spiritual abuse. There is no reason to protect any organization that manipulates and abuses people for leaders ego or perceived advancement of the kingdom. God doesn’t need our plans to help him. He has made his plans clear and anything we want to build outside of that is pure vanity. Thank you for calling out corruption under the guise of Christianity. You will be persecuted but it is for the sake of truth.

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    Don’tabusekidsinthenameofjesus
    United States2 months ago

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Rachel’s Story / YWAM / Puerto Rico
Q: Why did you reach out and why did you want to share your story now?
Rachel wanted to add her testimony to other accounts of harm, corroborate survivors' experiences, and help expose how unchecked leadership power can silence criticism. She also urged mission organizations to prepare workers responsibly and avoid causing harm.
Rachel’s Story / YWAM / Puerto Rico
Q: What led you to YWAM, and can you tell us how old you were when you started DTS?
Rachel was inspired by YWAM visitors who stayed with her church community and by her pastor's teaching connection to the Puerto Rico base. She joined just after turning 18, hoping to travel and serve people in different cultures.
Sarah's Story / YWAM / Pt. 1
Q: What happened during Outreach and how did it unfold for you?
Sarah explains the assault occurred during an outreach walk with a fellow DTS student, followed by confusion, fear, and attempts to seek help amid a chaotic and unsupportive environment.
Shelby's Story / YWAM / Switzerland / Pt. 2
Q: What led you to join the leadership team, and what happened after you joined?
She explains the rationale given (continuity and legacy) and how joining backfired as leadership targeted her and shifted power dynamics against her.
Shelby's Story / YWAM / Switzerland / Pt. 2
Q: Walk us through what happened in the September 2018 meeting and how you responded.
Shelby describes being met with defense and denial, feeling shocked and isolated, and deciding to confront leaders as friends, which did not resolve the concerns.

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What is Bodies Behind The Bus about and what kind of topics does it cover?

Survivor-focused conversations center on spiritual abuse, toxic leadership, and the lasting impact of high-control religious systems. Across episodes, guests share personal journeys—from church staff and missionaries to survivors who've navigated manipulation, boundary violations, and healing through therapy, deconstruction, and community support. The show stands out for its trauma-informed framing, emphasis on accountability, and a willingness to spotlight underheard voices within various faith communities. This is likely to appeal to listeners seeking validation, practical healing strategies, and critical perspectives on organizational faith cultures. A notable strength is the sustained commitment to elevating survivors' stories while lin... more

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5. Mollie Callahan
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7. Beth Allison Barr
8. Eric Isaac

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