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As Long As I'm Living

Judith and Alina
Grief
SIDS
Mental Health
Infant Loss
Parenting
Pregnancy After Loss
Loss
Friendship
Child Loss
Loss Of a Child
Infant Death
Community Support
Pregnancy
Quinn
Stillbirth
Baby Loss Community
Infertility
Divorce
Grief and Mourning
Loss Support

We're long-distance friends and bereaved moms who lost sons to SIDS in 2021. Each Monday, we chat life after infant loss. Raw episodes with lots of tears, hopeful episodes on the good days, episodes to help those supporting a griever, and interviews with loss parents and other experts in grief and trauma. :: We started our podcast to document our journeys toward Happier Ever After and hope to prov... more

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Your favorite baby loss podcast hosts in the same place? You bet! In this crossover episode, we’re joined by Katherine Lazar, host of At a Total Loss podcast, to talk about what it looks like to live with child loss both in the early days and years l... more

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Last week, we released an episode where Alina talked about surviving Quinn's fifth death anniversary in January. This week, check in with Judith as she just survived Aiden's. 5 years. Wow.

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Alina and Judith

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Recorded back in January, immediately after the 5th anniversary of Quinn's death. Tune in next week for thoughts from Judith about Aiden's 5th death anniversary, which just passed in early March.

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Alina and Judith

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Recent Guests

Katherine Lazar
Host of At a Total Loss podcast; Brody's mom
At a Total Loss
Episode: At a Total Loss, an interview about grief podcasting with Katherine Lazar, Brody's Mom
Jennifer Ventling
Certified professional coach specializing in chaos management
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Episode: The Rules to Your Own Game, an interview about boundaries with "chaos coach" Jennifer Ventling
Sara Rian
Poet and therapist specializing in grief and sexual wellness.
Episode: Loving the Gone, an interview with poet and griever Sara Rian
Dr. Denise Mandel
Expert on relationships and grief in the context of child loss
Episode: 'Til Death Do Us Part (2), another interview about relationships after baby loss with Dr. Denise Mandel
Rochel Swangenthal
Psychiatric nurse practitioner with experience in working with homeless populations and sex therapy
Episode: Love... Continued, an interview about creating new memories with our lost loved ones with bereaved aunt Rochel
Lawrence Green
Clinical Professor of Dermatology at George Washington University School of Medicine
George Washington University
Episode: 50 Shades of Gray Hair, an interview about grief-accelerated aging with dermatologist Dr. Lawrence Green
Marcie Brozyna
Presbyterian Chaplain with 15 years of experience in grief support and mother of Rumi, who was stillborn
Presbyterian Church
Episode: Blessed Are They That Mourn, an interview about hospital chaplaincy with Presbyterian Minister Marcie Brozyna, Rumi's Mom
Rabbi Nissan Antine
Rabbi with extensive experience supporting grieving families.
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Episode: May Their Memory Be a Blessing, another interview about religious support for grievers with Rabbi Antine
Rabbi Antine
Pulpit rabbi to a large congregation, with a focus on guiding people through grief and mourning
Episode: An Atheist and a Rabbi Walk Into a Cemetery, an interview about Jewish mourning practices with Rabbi Antine

Hosts

Judith
Co-host with a focus on bereaved mother experiences, advocacy, and personal storytelling around infant loss.
Alina
Co-host sharing personal loss journey, motherhood updates, and perspectives on infant loss, grief, and healing.

Reviews

4.9 out of 5 stars from 83 ratings
  • Important

    This is such a beautiful and necessary podcast. Alina and Judith manage to talk about the most impossibly sad topics with both reverence and humor. As an ally to the loss community, I’m so grateful to have this podcast to know how to be a better friend.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    R00ny
    United States10 months ago
  • Wish I found this sooner

    I just listened to first episode. I read from that book at Sterling’s funeral and I read it as a child and to my older children. I love this book and it makes me cry even before loss it hit me in my heart.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Brittclara
    United States2 years ago
  • A light in the darkness

    Thank you Alina and Judith for being a source of comfort during my hard days. You make me laugh. You make me cry. There have been so many times I have felt myself nodding along with the things you say about your feelings and your experiences. I feel like I’m sitting alongside you, sharing our grief together. Thank you for all you guys do.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    SloaneyBaloneySandwich
    Canada3 years ago
  • Helpful to expand emotional intelligence for everyone

    This podcast is so enlightening and informative. Judith, Alina, Aidan, Quinn and all of the guests that have come into this space of grief all have had an important message and an impact. While I haven’t been touched by infant loss personally, understanding what it’s like to walk through grief has made me a better friend.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Ffbdvkutdchj
    United States3 years ago
  • Like chatting w a friend

    Listening to this podcast is such a unique experience, it’s like chatting with your friend about the inner workings of your own grief filled brain, and they actually understand. Which if you know grief, that is so far from normal. Alina & Judith open up parts of their lives that are so relatable as a loss mom. And so eye opening to those who haven’t experienced loss. I’m so glad (and sad) I’ve found this corner of the internet that has nurtured me through the hardest experience of my life.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    alyssaswiftlarich
    United States4 years ago

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Guests and hosts provide practical empathy and relatable stories that help others feel less alone.
Listeners praise honesty, warmth, and the blend of humor with grief.
The show creates a sense of community and validation for those who have experienced infant loss.

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Ask ALAIL: Will I ever be happy again?
Q: How do you live knowing that you will never have your happiness again?
Life after loss includes the potential for moments of joy even if those moments are alongside sadness, and there's a nuanced understanding that happiness isn't the opposite of sadness.
The Rules to Your Own Game, an interview about boundaries with "chaos coach" Jennifer Ventling
Q: How would you say your work is different than therapy?
Coaching is action-based and focuses on helping functional people achieve their optimal goals, rather than delving into past trauma.
'Til Death Do Us Part (1), an interview about relationships after baby loss with Dr. Denise Mandel
Q: Are you currently recruiting for a grief group right now?
Yes, I am currently recruiting for a grief group.
'Til Death Do Us Part (1), an interview about relationships after baby loss with Dr. Denise Mandel
Q: Dr. Denise, can you tell us where people can find you?
I'm in private practice in California, and I lead grief groups on Zoom. People can contact me through my email or Instagram.
Love... Continued, an interview about creating new memories with our lost loved ones with bereaved aunt Rochel
Q: What makes you feel able to hold on to the relationship with Sophie?
Rochel discusses the intentionality and access she has to that relationship, despite not being her parent.

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Two bereaved mothers host weekly conversations about life after infant loss, sharing raw moments of grief, coping strategies, and the realities of parenting living children while navigating ongoing sorrow. Across episodes they discuss anniversaries, mental health, relationships, and the balancing act of finding moments of joy without minimizing loss. They also host guests and experts in grief to broaden perspectives on healing, trauma, and community support. The show often blends vulnerability with humor and practical insights for listeners who are navigating similar journeys, and it's likely to appeal to those seeking connection, validation, and strategies to support someone through infant loss or to better understand grief more generally.... more

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2. Jennifer Ventling
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5. Rochel Swangenthal
6. Lawrence Green
7. Marcie Brozyna
8. Rabbi Nissan Antine

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