
We're long-distance friends and bereaved moms who lost sons to SIDS in 2021. Each Monday, we chat life after infant loss. Raw episodes with lots of tears, hopeful episodes on the good days, episodes to help those supporting a griever, and interviews with loss parents and other experts in grief and trauma. :: We started our podcast to document our journeys toward Happier Ever After and hope to prov... more
| Publishes | Monthly | Episodes | 209 | Founded | 4 years ago |
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Your favorite baby loss podcast hosts in the same place? You bet! In this crossover episode, we’re joined by Katherine Lazar, host of At a Total Loss podcast, to talk about what it looks like to live with child loss both in the early days and years l... more
Last week, we released an episode where Alina talked about surviving Quinn's fifth death anniversary in January. This week, check in with Judith as she just survived Aiden's. 5 years. Wow.
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Recorded back in January, immediately after the 5th anniversary of Quinn's death. Tune in next week for thoughts from Judith about Aiden's 5th death anniversary, which just passed in early March.
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This is such a beautiful and necessary podcast. Alina and Judith manage to talk about the most impossibly sad topics with both reverence and humor. As an ally to the loss community, I’m so grateful to have this podcast to know how to be a better friend.
I just listened to first episode. I read from that book at Sterling’s funeral and I read it as a child and to my older children. I love this book and it makes me cry even before loss it hit me in my heart.
Thank you Alina and Judith for being a source of comfort during my hard days. You make me laugh. You make me cry. There have been so many times I have felt myself nodding along with the things you say about your feelings and your experiences. I feel like I’m sitting alongside you, sharing our grief together. Thank you for all you guys do.
This podcast is so enlightening and informative. Judith, Alina, Aidan, Quinn and all of the guests that have come into this space of grief all have had an important message and an impact. While I haven’t been touched by infant loss personally, understanding what it’s like to walk through grief has made me a better friend.
Listening to this podcast is such a unique experience, it’s like chatting with your friend about the inner workings of your own grief filled brain, and they actually understand. Which if you know grief, that is so far from normal. Alina & Judith open up parts of their lives that are so relatable as a loss mom. And so eye opening to those who haven’t experienced loss. I’m so glad (and sad) I’ve found this corner of the internet that has nurtured me through the hardest experience of my life.
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Two bereaved mothers host weekly conversations about life after infant loss, sharing raw moments of grief, coping strategies, and the realities of parenting living children while navigating ongoing sorrow. Across episodes they discuss anniversaries, mental health, relationships, and the balancing act of finding moments of joy without minimizing loss. They also host guests and experts in grief to broaden perspectives on healing, trauma, and community support. The show often blends vulnerability with humor and practical insights for listeners who are navigating similar journeys, and it's likely to appeal to those seeking connection, validation, and strategies to support someone through infant loss or to better understand grief more generally.... more
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