
Welcome to “What Even Is This?”, the deliciously unserious podcast where I, try to make sense of life, love, chaos, healing, and every random thought that jumps into my head at 3 a.m. If you’ve ever looked at your life and said “what is this nonsense??”, you’re home. This is a space for laughing, venting, reflecting, oversharing, and figuring things out one chaotic chapter at a time. New episodes ... more
| Publishes | Weekly | Episodes | 10 | Founded | 2 months ago |
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| Number of Listeners | Categories | Personal JournalsSociety & Culture | |||

EP 10: The Aftermath (Season Finale)
In this season finale, I talk about what happens after the chaos.
Moving out before eviction.
Couch surfing with strangers.
Security jobs in winter.
Job hunting like my life depended on it — because it did.
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Locks Changed on Me — Who Authorized This?
Four months into relocating, moving in together, and building what I thought was a life… the locks were changed on me.
In this episode, I talk about the day I came home and couldn’t get in.
No warning.
N... more
In this episode, I sit in the uncomfortable space between knowing and leaving.
This isn’t the episode where I pack my bags — it’s the one where I pack my thoughts.
I talk about what it feels like to be self-aware but still stuck. About recognizing ... more
In this episode, I unpack how love quietly turned into obligation — when “we’re in this together” became a one-sided financial burden. From going half on bills that were never really half, to carrying emotional and monetary weight that wasn’t mine to... more
EP6: Who Else Was in My Bed?
This episode was hard to say out loud.
Let’s talk about the infidelity that unfolded right inside my home — the kind of betrayal that doesn’t just hurt your heart, but rewires your sense of safety.
From discovering mul... more
I turn the mirror inward in this Ep
This episode isn’t about what he did — it’s about what I allowed.
I unpack the moment I realized I was silencing my intuition, renaming red flags as green, romanticizing instability, and confusing intensity for i... more
I didn’t plan for him.
He just showed up — loud, confident, magnetic — and somehow became part of my story before I realized what was happening.
In this episode, I take you through the slow burn that turned into a fast, fiery romance:
a chance mee... more
Moving across the world teaches you a lot — but nothing prepared me for navigating people.
In this episode, I unpack the loneliness that comes with diaspora life, the quiet politics of immigrant circles, and the unexpected reality of being the new g... more










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