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WTF is on my Mind?!

Mark Vicente
Cults
NXIVM
Narcissism
Narcissistic Abuse
Psychology
Mental Health
Bentinho Massaro
Psychopathy
Narcissistic Personality Disorder
Spirituality
Emotional Healing
Masculinity
Cult Psychology
Hollywood
Communal Narcissism
Childhood Trauma
Relationships
Coercive Control
Sexual Assault
Ideology

Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director Mark Vicente was behind the sleeper hit “What The Bleep Do We Know?!” Several books have been written about the film’s remarkable grassroots marketing campaign, which led to its unprecedented success.Mark was born in Johannesburg, South Africa in 1965. Taking his first photograph at age four, he quickly discovered his passion for being behi... more

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This is episode 10 of Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro, an ongoing deep dive investigation into the world of Dutch spiritual influencer Bentinho Massaro and the people inside it.

The damning text messages continue.

This episode is Keilan McNeil's. He re... more

For the next few episodes, our three defectors, Jacqueline Graham, Keilan McNeil, and Jade Alectra, are going to read out their private text messages with Bentinho and the group. What you're going to see is the side of him that his community never se... more

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Evan Rachel Wood has been through it. The abuse. The smear campaigns. The legal battles. The silencing. And she came out the other side still talking.

We sat down shortly after she watched the latest cut of Narcissist's Playbook, my documentary film... more

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One of the recurring defenses from people still inside Bentinho Massaro's circle is that the people who have spoken out, Jacqueline, Keilan, and Jade, simply didn't understand the Law of One teachings. That they weren't advanced enough. That if they ... more

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Recent Guests

Evan Rachel Wood
Acclaimed actress, activist, and survivor advocating for survivors of domestic violence
Advocacy for domestic violence survivors; Phoenix Act contributor
Episode: Evan Rachel Wood: A Wolf in Wolf's Clothing
Aaron Abke
Spiritual teacher, former evangelical pastor's son, Law of One and A Course in Miracles practitioner
Independent spiritual teacher
Episode: Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 8 - Aaron Abke "Behind the Mask"
Jade Alectra
Yoga teacher and survivor sharing her experience in Bentinho Massaro's circle
Unknown ( Survivor interviewee )
Episode: Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 6 - Jade Part 1 "Empty Eyes"
Ivo van Woerden
Journalist and writer featured on the episode
De Volkskrant (Netherlands)
Episode: Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 4 - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"
Jacqueline Graham
Canadian mother of three, former follower in Bentinho Massaro's circle
Episode: Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 1 - Jacqueline Part 1 'The Seeker'
Margot Lane
Former bandmate and witness to coercive practices on the Corey Feldman Angels project
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Episode: Corey Feldman's Angels... in HELL - Part 1
Mara Moon
Former bandmate and witness to coercive practices on the Corey Feldman Angels project
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Episode: Corey Feldman's Angels... in HELL - Part 1
Mark Vicente
Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director
Filmmaker, The Vow/Nxivm whistleblower
Episode: What the Hell Is Going On?! (And What Do We Do Next) w/ Africa Brooke & Mark Vicente
Christie Boschman
Documentary enthusiast and content creator known for her unique takes on documentaries
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Episode: Adrenaline, Predators & Documentaries w/ @thatdocumentarygirl

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Mark Vicente
Host of the show and whistleblower; filmmaker and author with deep experience exposing cult dynamics.

Reviews

4.8 out of 5 stars from 1.7k ratings
  • Amazing

    Thanks Mark x

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Miss Liv M
    Australia14 days ago
  • Love it!

    Thanks so much for sharing your stories & your perspective and for doing great interviews.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Keira Burgess
    Canada2 months ago
  • 5 stars

    How did I not know about this podcast until now?! I love the way Mark explains things and the insight he shares. I’ve been waiting for a how like this!

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Goonsie
    United States2 months ago
  • Perfect example of how a podcast can be great company

    Humanism in my headphones :)

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    PollyannaPobblebonk
    Australia8 months ago
  • Don’t make Richard Grannon your God

    Don’t turn to Richard Grannon like you did Kieth, no one has all the answers. The way you’re diferring to him is concerning sometimes, and he’s been on more and more lately. I encourage you to keep diversifying the people you’re talking to on the show and in general. I say all of this with love. I appreciate your show, it’s been very helpful. Stay curious ✌🏻

    Apple Podcasts
    4
    Nobodyyouveknown
    United States9 months ago

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Episodes are described as honest, insightful, and deeply thought-provoking.
Overall, the show is seen as essential for understanding narcissistic abuse and cult dynamics.
Listeners praise thoughtful, empathetic interviewing and deep dives into tough topics.
The host's approach is commended for letting guests speak and for challenging narratives without sensationalism.
Some critique excessive reverence for certain guests and calls for broader guest diversification.

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Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 8 - Aaron Abke "Behind the Mask"
Q: What should listeners look for to distinguish authentic spiritual guidance from coercive leadership?
Key indicators include humility, respect for free will, lack of coercive tactics (fear-mongering, threats, or NDAs aimed at silencing victims), transparent engagement with sources, and a consistent alignment between stated values and actions.
Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 8 - Aaron Abke "Behind the Mask"
Q: Did Bentinho have a genuine awakening, and how does that affect how we judge his behavior?
The guest suggests that mystical experiences can occur, but true transformation requires consistent embodiment and humility. Even with awakening experiences, ongoing patterns of manipulation and abuse undermine the integrity of the teachings and indicate a distance from genuine spiritual practice.
Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 8 - Aaron Abke "Behind the Mask"
Q: What is the Law of One, and why does it matter in this context?
The Law of One is framed as a cosmology that emphasizes unity and service to others; it is intended to guide spiritual growth. In this episode, the guest explains how its language and concepts were weaponized to manipulate and control followers, diverging from its stated ethics.
Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 4 - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"
Q: What did you learn about the preconditions for cult recruitment?
Many were at a crossroads—burnout, divorce, or a bad relationship—and were seeking an alternative, which is a common entry point for high-control groups.
Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro Ep 4 - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"
Q: What was your experience like when Bentinho publicly interacted with you or his followers?
His public responses and the way he mobilized followers made the investigation feel dangerous and personal, but also underscored the patterns at play in the group.

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What is WTF is on my Mind?! about and what kind of topics does it cover?

The show centers on psychology, manipulation, and power dynamics within high-control groups, with a strong emphasis on survivor testimonies, investigative journalism, and critical analysis of cults, narcissistic abuse, and spiritual movements. Episodes blend first-person accounts from survivors with expert perspectives on coercive control, accountability, and recovery, often set against the backdrop of high-profile entertainment and spiritual communities. A notable strength is its willingness to balance empathetic listening with rigorous scrutiny of manipulation tactics, while also exploring broader questions about truth-telling, free speech, and media coverage in complex, high-stakes situations.

What stands out is the host's calm, probing... more

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2. Aaron Abke
3. Jade Alectra
4. Ivo van Woerden
5. Jacqueline Graham
6. Margot Lane
7. Mara Moon
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