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WTF is on my Mind?!

Mark Vicente
Cults
NXIVM
Narcissism
Narcissistic Abuse
Psychology
Mental Health
Psychopathy
Narcissistic Personality Disorder
Spirituality
Bentinho Massaro
Masculinity
Emotional Healing
Cult Psychology
Hollywood
Communal Narcissism
Childhood Trauma
Relationships
Consent
Ideology
Emotional Abuse

Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director Mark Vicente was behind the sleeper hit “What The Bleep Do We Know?!” Several books have been written about the film’s remarkable grassroots marketing campaign, which led to its unprecedented success.Mark was born in Johannesburg, South Africa in 1965. Taking his first photograph at age four, he quickly discovered his passion for being behi... more

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Recent Guests

Ivo van Woerden
Journalist and writer featured on the episode
De Volkskrant (Netherlands)
Episode: Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"
Jacqueline Graham
Canadian mother of three, former follower in Bentinho Massaro's circle
Episode: Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro - Jacqueline Part 1 'The Seeker'
Margot Lane
Music director/guest speaker who described experiences on tour
Unspecified music group on tour with Corey Feldman
Episode: Corey Feldman's Angels...in HELL - Part 2
Mara Moon
Musician who spoke about abuse and departure from the tour
Unspecified music group on tour with Corey Feldman
Episode: Corey Feldman's Angels...in HELL - Part 2
Mark Vicente
Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director
Filmmaker, The Vow/Nxivm whistleblower
Episode: What the Hell Is Going On?! (And What Do We Do Next) w/ Africa Brooke & Mark Vicente
Christie Boschman
Documentary enthusiast and content creator known for her unique takes on documentaries
That Documentary Girl (social media account)
Episode: Adrenaline, Predators & Documentaries w/ @thatdocumentarygirl
Dr. Chloe Carmichael
Clinical psychologist and author of 'Nervous Energy' and 'Can I Say That?',' who advocates for free speech and open dialogue as essential to mental health.
Episode: Is Free Speech Evil? w/ Dr. Chloe Carmichael
Dr. Jaime Zuckerman
Psychologist specializing in the effects of narcissistic abuse
Episode: When Reality Breaks: Reclaiming Yourself After Psychological Abuse w/ Dr. Jaime Zuckerman
Carina Eriksson
An international matchmaker and dating consultant with over 20 years of experience.
Founder of Atlas International
Episode: War, Dating & Sex w/ Carina Eriksson

Host

Mark Vicente
Host of WTF is on my Mind?! and a filmmaker/whistleblower known for exposure of NXIVM; specializes in cult dynamics, trauma, and truth-telling.

Reviews

4.8 out of 5 stars from 1.7k ratings
  • Love it!

    Thanks so much for sharing your stories & your perspective and for doing great interviews.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Keira Burgess
    Canada10 days ago
  • 5 stars

    How did I not know about this podcast until now?! I love the way Mark explains things and the insight he shares. I’ve been waiting for a how like this!

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Goonsie
    United Statesa month ago
  • Perfect example of how a podcast can be great company

    Humanism in my headphones :)

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    PollyannaPobblebonk
    Australia7 months ago
  • Don’t make Richard Grannon your God

    Don’t turn to Richard Grannon like you did Kieth, no one has all the answers. The way you’re diferring to him is concerning sometimes, and he’s been on more and more lately. I encourage you to keep diversifying the people you’re talking to on the show and in general. I say all of this with love. I appreciate your show, it’s been very helpful. Stay curious ✌🏻

    Apple Podcasts
    4
    Nobodyyouveknown
    United States8 months ago
  • Mixed messages

    A strange experience, because while Mark's ex cult experience is undeniably valuable and he has a lot of insight, he comes across as if he's got a new sense of objectivity and it's both frustrating and fascinating to see him and the other host totally awed or duped by yet more narcissistic grifters (like Jordan Peterson, even when he critiques him). It really shows how easy it is, I guess.

    Apple Podcasts
    2
    TheGreaterGoods
    Canada10 months ago

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Audience values practical guidance and mental-health-conscious discussion.
Many listeners highlight the show's ability to unpack complex topics without shaming or sensationalism.
Guests are well-chosen, with strong expertise and real-world experience.
Some episodes spark debate about objectivity and the portrayal of controversial figures, reflecting a thoughtful but polarizing discourse.
Listeners appreciate the host's measured, compassionate approach and deep curiosity.

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Talking Points

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Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"
Q: What did you learn about the preconditions for cult recruitment?
Many were at a crossroads—burnout, divorce, or a bad relationship—and were seeking an alternative, which is a common entry point for high-control groups.
Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"
Q: What was your experience like when Bentinho publicly interacted with you or his followers?
His public responses and the way he mobilized followers made the investigation feel dangerous and personal, but also underscored the patterns at play in the group.
Inst@Guru: Bentinho Massaro - Ivo van Woerden "The Journalist"
Q: How did you first come across Bentinho Massaro and what drew you to the story?
I came across him during the COVID lockdown after seeing alarming messages online; it sparked curiosity about why people are drawn to his teachings and what the real dynamics are behind the movement.
Corey Feldman's Angels...in HELL - Part 2
Q: What was the final moment that pushed you to leave the tour?
Seeing the abuse escalate to a point where I could no longer tolerate it, combined with a realization that there were other artists being harmed, made me decide to walk away.
Corey Feldman's Angels...in HELL - Part 2
Q: What were your thoughts when you saw that level of abuse toward another woman?
I felt a mix of shock and urgent clarity that this was not acceptable and that I needed to remove myself and protect others who were being harmed.

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Across recent episodes, the show consistently centers on psychology, manipulation, and the dynamics of belief systems, often through the lens of cults, narcissistic abuse, and the information landscape. Conversations blend personal narratives from insiders and whistleblowers with rigorous analysis of how power, media, and culture shape behavior, while offering practical guidance for staying centered, protecting relationships, and discerning truth in a noisy world. A notable strength is the ability to host thoughtful, wide-ranging discussions with specialists and creators who illuminate complex topics without shying away from difficult questions, making it appealing for listeners who crave critical thinking, mental health nuance, and real-wo... more

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3. Margot Lane
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5. Mark Vicente
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