
Trust Me is a weekly interview podcast about cults, extreme belief, and the fine line between devotion and delusion—told through firsthand accounts from the people who lived it. Hosted by two women who’ve been in cults themselves, Lola Blanc and Meagan Elizabeth, the show features survivors from groups like Heaven’s Gate, the Manson Family, NXIVM, OneTaste and more–sharing personal stories of how ... more
| Publishes | Weekly | Episodes | 284 | Founded | 6 years ago |
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This week is part two with Makelle Bistline, one of polygamist cult leader Sam Bateman’s former wives who helped take him down from the inside. She returns to share how she finally relented and became Bateman’s 22nd wife after he wore down her resist... more
This week’s guest is Makelle Bistline, who grew up in the polygamist sect the FLDS and became one of the wives of self-proclaimed prophet Samuel Bateman–ultimately playing a crucial role in bringing him down. Makelle did not appear in the Netflix ser... more
This week, the girls are joined again by Felicia Rosario, survivor of the cult at Sarah Lawrence, led by a man named Larry Ray. Today Felicia, who previously came on the show along with fellow survivor Daniel Levin, explains how Larry drew her in ove... more
This week, author and historian Stephen Kinzer joins Trust Me to discuss his book, Poisoner in Chief, and its subject: chemist Sidney Gottlieb, who led mind control experiments in the CIA’s Project MKUltra. Stephen explains who Gottlieb was and how h... more
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Megan should break free and have her own podcast- she relates to guests very well - I wish Lola was not so fake. Her mom is the main reason why …..
Love this show. I went to school for religious studies and cultural anthropology and new religious movements have been an interest of mine for years.
I hope they get around to exploring such groups as the Gush Emunim in Israel, the Ahmadiyya sect and perhaps expanding the focus to include the culty aspects of the mainstream religions.
Regardless, I have listened to every episode and eagerly await the release of each new one with bated breath.
What you said about chiropractic was disturbing in how incorrect it was. Chiropractors are doctors and not pseudoscientists! They will go to school much longer than a physical therapist or a therapist (though both of those careers also require education and expertise!). They are experts in anatomy and physiology and correct physical problems and pain management. Your show’s presentation of this made you sound incredibly uninformed, uneducated, and lose credibility to the point that I personall... more
Disappointed the hosts did not condemn the dangerous pseudoscience that is chiropractic “medicine”. The overlap between it and the anti-vax movement seems like cult behavior that the show should have done some research on.
I haven’t been able to stop listening to this podcast. Love the hosts and their banter
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This show provides first-person accounts from survivors and experts to unpack how high-control groups and manipulation shape belief, belonging, and exit. Across episodes, listeners hear intimate narratives—from cults and religious movements to influencer ecosystems and extremist communities—paired with thoughtful analysis of coercive dynamics, consent, and accountability. The tone blends empathy with rigorous context, aiming to illuminate how seductive leaders operate and how people rebuild agency after leaving. A notable strength is the hosts' lived experience, which informs nuanced conversations without sensationalism, making complex social psychology accessible to curious, impact-focused audiences.
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Recent guests on this podcast include:
1. Makelle Bistline
2. Felicia Rosario
3. Stephen Kinzer
4. Renee Spencer
5. Larena Wynn
6. Elyse Wynn
7. John Hunter
8. Laci Mosley
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