
Suicide loss changes everything. The Leftover Pieces® Podcast explores life after suicide through honest conversations with survivors, experts, and grieving parents learning to live forward after unimaginable loss. Parents, partners, siblings, and friends share what it means to keep living when the world has been forever changed.
Hosted by Melissa Bottorff-Arey, whose 21-year-old son Alex died by ... more
| Publishes | Daily | Episodes | 325 | Founded | 6 years ago |
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| Number of Listeners | Categories | Mental HealthAlternative HealthHealth & Fitness | |||

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In this brief but so important Bonus "Mini-sode", Melissa sits down with internationally recognized personality expert and author Paul D. Tieger to discuss groundbreaking new research exploring a possible... more
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In this deeply honest conversation about suicide loss and long-term grief, Melissa sits down with Tracy Oeser, MSPsy — suicide loss survivor, grief educator, bereavement coach, and founder of Journey Thru... more
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What (actually) happens after survival?
In this episode of Down the Rabbit Hole, Melissa speaks honestly about the part of grief few people prepare grieving mothers for — the “now what?” space that often... more
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Mother’s Day after child loss can feel impossibly complicated. In this episode of Down the Rabbit Hole, Melissa speaks honestly about the layered reality of motherhood after suicide loss—the grief, the lo... more
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After the loss of my son by suicide, I was lost and felt so alone. Melissa’s podcast has been a lifeline for me as I navigate how to move forward after his loss. Thank you, Melissa, for sharing your story.
I lost my ex Travis Oct 9th 2021 and it has been the hardest journey I’ve ever had take. Losing him that way has changed every aspect of my life. It changed everything. I’m not the same person i was. I lost him and myself that day. Like you say, I’m so sorry we all have a reason to be here but I’m so grateful to you for creating this community and a safe place to come and not feel so alone. Thank you! 💕
I lost my dear son to mental illness and suicide in February 2022. There are many nights when I fall asleep to the kindness of strangers and fellow itinerants on this journey. Melissa combines wisdom, learning, humor, practical tips and a sense of calm, knowing that we would all choose not to be here if we could. One of the best resources I have found, and I’ll be listening tonight….
Thank you Melissa i truly do not know what I would be doing without your podcast I stumbled on it out of sheer desperation we lost our son Daniel age 26 he was everything to us and his 3 sisters we deeply miss & love him & this has forever changed our world.I listen to you in my darkest moments & you always help in some way this podcast is a must for anyone in the horrific situation.Also better than 2 phycologist that I have been talking too
My world came crashing down when my youngest died unexpectedly. While faced with finding my way through the most difficult journey of my life, I stumbled across this podcast. I didn’t sign-up to be in the grieving mother club, yet here I am trying to navigate life without my son. Melissa’s podcast and book have been a blessing.
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This show centers on life after suicide loss and chronic grief, blending intimate survivor stories with practical guidance on nervous-system care, healing, and meaning after devastating loss. Episodes frequently explore rebuilding identity, sustaining hope, and creating ongoing support through both personal reflection and guest conversations with survivors, clinicians, and advocates. A notable strength is the blend of heartfelt storytelling with concrete resources, including community meetups and tools to manage long-term grief, stigma, and healing without rushing to “move on.” Listeners likely value compassionate, non-judgmental support, practical coping strategies, and community connection during a uniquely isolating experience.
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