I’m Not Slutty Enough!

This episode dives into crushed dreams, predatory publishing, and the harsh reality of what happens when talent meets an industry that doesn’t care. It’s about delusion, disappointment, and the slow realization that passion alone isn’t enough.

This episode unpacks how childhood experiences wired me into paranoia—and the audacity of the same people who caused it to later judge me for it. From preemptively tearing myself down to avoid being attacked, to slowly unlearning the belief that ever... more

Connecting the dots

This episode explores the discomfort of carrying a title you didn’t earn, the pressure to justify your choices, and the quiet fear of rejection that stops many of us from pushing harder toward our ambitions.

Always early. Always waiting. Always irritated.

I plan ahead, leave early, and still end up waiting—while she shows up late like it’s a personality trait. Let’s talk about chronic lateness, entitlement, and the audacity behind “they’ll wait for me.”... more

At seventeen, I bought cargo pants from the men's department and convinced myself it was about sizing. It wasn't. It was about teenage body image issues, low self-esteem, and internalized body shaming.

In this episode, I unpack the lie I was sold ab... more

Apparently, being “elite” just means letting other people pay your bills, steal wedding gifts, and calling it class.

This episode is about privilege without principle—and why I’ll always prefer earning my lifestyle over leasing it.

A reflection on status, borrowed importance, and the exhausting performance of looking powerful. From wedding protocols to VIP seats, this episode is about choosing dignity over desperation — and why I refuse to audition for relevance.