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Healed-ish

Jubilee Dawn
Religious Trauma
Purity Culture
Mental Health
Deconstruction
Domestic Violence
Christianity
Emotional Abuse
Child Abuse
Christian Nationalism
Family Dynamics
Bethel Church
Bethel
Grooming
Marriage
Evangelicalism
Spiritual Abuse
Grenville Christian College
Children Of God
Personal Growth
Teen Mania

Welcome to Healed-ish! A podcast about the messy, beautiful, and sometimes insane process of healing. Each week, host Jubilee Dawn (@jubileedawns) sits down with survivors of betrayal, religious trauma, catfishing, toxic relationships, and more to unpack the chaos and growth that comes with starting over. These are the stories people don’t always tell — honest, raw, a little funny, and fully human... more

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Latest Episodes

Part 2 of 2

CW: sexual assault

Katie Stone spent her teenage years trying to be the perfect Christian girl, learning to cover herself up, follow the rules, and trust spiritual authority over her own intuition. After leaving the church and pursuing ... more

Part 1 of 2

CW: sexual assault

Katie Stone spent her teenage years trying to be the perfect Christian girl, learning to cover herself up, follow the rules, and trust spiritual authority over her own intuition. After leaving the church and pursuing ... more

Welcome to the first Friday Drop!

Every other Friday, I'll be bringing you conversations, behind-the-scenes stories, and bonus episodes.

To kick things off, I'm joined by Jeremy (@skeptic.pastor), a former youth pastor, to swap stories about the a... more

Part 2 of 2

This week, I'm joined by Ciarra, also known as The Gardening Theologian.

Raised in a conservative Christian environment, Ciarra learned early to suppress her queer identity and accept the version of God she had been given. But after att... more

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Recent Guests

Ciarra Jones
CEO and founder of Ciarra Jones Consulting, educator and theologian
Ciarra Jones Consulting
Episode: 82. Losing the God I Was Given | The Gardening Theologian: Part 2 (Ciarra's Story)
Jeffrey Gingrich
Ex-Bethel student; gay man navigating faith and identity
Reading, California-based community; Bethel connection
Episode: 79. From Amish to Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry (Jeffrey’s Story)
Jordan Rainer
Singer, The Voice contestant, and content creator sharing her deconstruction and coming-out journey
Musician and public speaker
Episode: 78. The Voice, Deconstruction & Coming Out After Purity Culture (Jordan Rainer's Story)
Promise (Eve Was Framed)
Survivor of evangelical trauma, author, activist
Self-described survivor/author
Episode: 76. The Bible Led Me To Atheism | Eve Was Framed (Promise's Story)
Azriél Patricia
Guest, purity culture survivor
Episode: 74. What Purity Culture Never Taught Us About Women's Bodies | ft. Azriél Patricia & Dr. Ashley Jeanius
Ashley Jeanius
OBGYN, women's health expert
Episode: 74. What Purity Culture Never Taught Us About Women's Bodies | ft. Azriél Patricia & Dr. Ashley Jeanius
Michael Passons
Musician and former Avalon member who helped popularize Testify to Love
Musician, former Avalon member
Episode: 71. Reclaiming Testify to Love (Michael Passons' Story)
Stephanie Stalvey
Author and artist of the graphic memoir Everything in Color
Self-published book author
Episode: 68. When Everything Stopped Being Black and White (Stephanie Stalvey's Story)
Jeremy Steele
Skeptic Pastor, host of Unbelief and Not Church community advocate
Skeptic Pastor / Unbelief
Episode: 67. From Megachurch Pastor to Skeptic Pastor (Jeremy Steele's Story)

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Jubilee Dawn
Host of Healed-ish; guides interviews with survivors of religious trauma and related topics; affiliated with Healed-ish

Reviews

4.9 out of 5 stars from 377 ratings
  • Great podcast

    I have loved listening to healedish and following jubilee. I haven’t listened to every single episode and there are times I take a break. I relate so much with being around evangelical and charismatic circles. Sometimes I wish we lived in the same state so we can be friends. Her experience with her MOH was heartbreaking and I know there’s only so much she can share, but I hope we get to hear more of that story later in life or in her book and having healthy friendships and there can be toxic and... more

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    sarapink7
    United States25 days ago
  • Love Wins

    Absolutely loved the episode with Jordan Rainer! Resonated so much with her losing her family over her deconstruction and sexuality. <hugs>

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    AngelHummingbird21
    United Statesa month ago
  • So validating

    This podcast is so validating and relatable, as someone who had a very similar background. But please for everything good, I’m going to scream if I hear a mention of your maid of honor stealing from your family - I don’t see how this story tends to come up every episode!

    Despite that irritation, love everything else!

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    CraftyCapybara
    United Statesa month ago
  • Such a good pod!

    Great show! But pleaaase figure out the ad placements they’re literally interrupting interviewees mid sentence

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    moosetime
    United Statesa month ago
  • Jubilee is doing the lords work for real

    I love love love this podcast. So very important and useful for people who are deconstructing!

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    MissTA88
    United States3 months ago

Listeners Say

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Guests are compelling; occasional ad pacing noticeable.
Essential listening for ex-Christians and those seeking healing from religious trauma.
Insightful and healing, especially for deconstructors.
Promotes survivor voices and accountability in religious spaces.
Relatable and validating for listeners deconstructing faith.

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82. Losing the God I Was Given | The Gardening Theologian: Part 2 (Ciarra's Story)
Q: So with all of that anger, what led you to be able to hold on to faith or your experience with God and choose to do this for your life?
Ciarra describes moving through anger and grief from deconstructing her faith, finding healing in queer-inclusive scholarship and communities, and choosing a path of work that aligns with her values—helping others navigate deconstruction and build healthier, more embodied spiritual lives.
67. From Megachurch Pastor to Skeptic Pastor (Jeremy Steele's Story)
Q: What year did you feel the breaking point, when you realized you could not continue with the megachurch model?
The breaking point came around 2019 when the alignment toward a political and budget-driven mega-church approach clashed with his ethics, leading him to step back from that environment and pursue a path focused on spiritual practices that are inclusive and psychologically healthy.
67. From Megachurch Pastor to Skeptic Pastor (Jeremy Steele's Story)
Q: Did you get any negative reactions from other pastors that ever heard you say that you weren't sure if God existed?
Yes, mostly from lay leaders or pastors who felt threatened by uncertainty; the main pushback came from non-pastor leaders who worried about how such honesty would reflect on the church. He found that being open about uncertainty could actually be disarming and inviting for conversations, not eroding faith for everyone.
59. Abused by My Therapist for Years (Mia Chard's Story)
Q: How did you move toward accountability, and what were the challenges in reporting and seeking justice?
She details gathering evidence, recording sessions, engaging licensing and police processes, and the emotional complexity of facing delays, church pushback, and public scrutiny, but ultimately achieving accountability through legal avenues and media attention.
59. Abused by My Therapist for Years (Mia Chard's Story)
Q: What happened in the therapy relationship that crossed ethical lines, and how did that unfold over time?
She describes a grooming process where the bishop facilitated therapy, escalating daily contact, text messages, and a sense of safety tied to the therapist, which gradually turned into coercive behavior and eventual sexual abuse.

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Frequently Asked Questions About Healed-ish

What is Healed-ish about and what kind of topics does it cover?

The show centers on healing from religious trauma, purity culture, and high-control faiths through personal narratives and critical conversations. Episodes showcase survivors and former religious adherents as they deconstruct their beliefs, rebuild identities, and pursue healthier lives, often intersecting faith with sexuality, mental health, and social justice. A standout pattern is hosting diverse guests who share intimate journeys—from musicians and writers to healthcare professionals—paired with a compassionate, no-nonsense host who guides tough topics with empathy. The format blends memoir-like storytelling with practical healing insights, making it useful for listeners working through their own deconversion or seeking validation and r... more

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1. Ciarra Jones
2. Jeffrey Gingrich
3. Jordan Rainer
4. Promise (Eve Was Framed)
5. Azriél Patricia
6. Ashley Jeanius
7. Michael Passons
8. Stephanie Stalvey

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