
One Voice... Raw. Real. Fiercely Autistic. johnnyprofaneknapp.substack.com
| Publishes | Weekly | Episodes | 74 | Founded | 5 years ago |
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| Categories | Health & FitnessPersonal JournalsMental HealthSociety & Culture | ||||

I’m writing a memoir… out loud. Building a book. Fragment by fragment. Just like I lived it.
I told a small, self-deprecating… white lie.
To get out of committing to volunteering for a new project.
My bad.
You see? I had history with this person.... more
A comet, a cult, an ice storm, a family dinner... and a disastrous drinking game. Winter, 1997-98. One autistic elder's truth about faith, control, and what it costs to survive your own family.
⚠️ Content note: offensive language, substance use, rel... more
Still driven to matter. Desperately. Almost 73. And I can’t unwind… busted springs, broken dancer in a jewel box. This piece isn’t an answer. It’s an accusation. And underneath? A terrified question I can’t stop asking.
Is listening more your thing?... more
Note to long-time subscribers: You’re seeing this one again cuz I’ve given the original video a serious makeover. Then tucked it into a small archive of live spoken word pieces, for the newer folks these raw pieces brought to our strange little corne... more
If you’re drawn to the raw experience born of neurodivergence, disability, trauma… or just honest storytelling that doesn’t sanitize the hard parts… Maybe this one’s for you. With full transcript, video, original artwork.
Family leaves marks on you.... more
Intro
Someone said an average writer “borrows.” The other kinds, both kinds... steal out right.
Bowie, Robert Johnson, Marvin Gaye. I owe you guys one for this.
Believe I’ll Ch-Ch-Change… My Shirt.
Sunlight cracks my window, Gotta be midday. Kic... more
Full Spoken Word Transcript
My time, it can’t be measured. Not a dimension. It’s a force.
A violent force.
every clock is a handgun pointed at my head
III
Every clock is a handgun pointed at my headEvery tick, tick… fucking tickTolling Fear, Doo... more
Intro
My grandfather was a… complex man.He slept beside an orderly nightstand.Tucking Mein Kampf tightIn its tidy drawer every night.
And…
He used to take me sailing.
{Silence}
Is listening more your thing? Hit the headphone icon 🎧 on the playe... more










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