
生而为人,我很遗憾。
70年前的6月13日,日本作家太宰治在玉川上水与情人山崎富荣自杀身亡。
他的死,可以说是对所谓的日本文明社会最大的嘲笑。
太宰治从20岁到39岁,19年间,前后经历了5次自杀,在他身上到底发生了什么?
第一次自杀,是在20岁。因为学业不佳,在寄宿的家中服下大量的安眠药,却因为未到致死量而失败。
第二次自杀,21岁,与银座酒吧的女招待殉情,这次同样是服用了大量的安眠药,结果是情人离他而去,自己却被救了回来。
这次自杀让他背负了一生的罪责感。
第三次自杀,是在26岁。学业门门挂科,毕业希望渺茫,报考报社不及格,绝望之余,便跑到山中上吊自杀,可是上吊的绳子断了,只得悻悻而归。
第四次自杀,28岁。那年春天,得知妻子与人有染,他悲苦恼怒,带着妻子前往群马县水上村谷川温泉,打算两人结伴共赴黄泉。这次两人还是因为药量不足而活了下来。
看来,日本的安眠药,普遍存在份量不足的嫌疑。 more
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第二手札 (13)
那天清晨,我莫名地咳了起来。我每次咳嗽,都用手绢掩住口鼻,结果手绢上似乎沾上了血,如同落上了红色的霰。其实,那不是咳出来的,是前一晚我挤破了耳朵下面的小疖子时流的血。不过,我马上意识到,不向警方说明此事于我有利,于是仅仅垂下眼帘,像煞有介事地答了一句:“是的。”
署长写完文件后对我说:“是否会起诉你,要由检察官决定。不过,你最好拍封电报或是打电话给你的担保人,让他们今天到横滨的检察署来一趟。你有担保人或监护人吧?”
我想到,有个叫涩田的书画古董商,曾频繁出入家父在东京的别墅。... more
第三手札 (17)
他们把我送上汽车。比目鱼平心静气地劝导我(他语气缓和,甚至可以用慈悲来形容),让我一定要住院治疗,剩下的事情尽管交给他们。我如同一个无行事能力的傻瓜,嘤嘤哭泣,唯唯诺诺地听从两人的安排。连同祝子,我们一行四人在车上颠簸多时,暮色降临,才终于到达森林深处的一家大医院门口。
我一直以为那是一所疗养院。
我接受了一位年轻医生极为温柔且细致的检查,检查结束,医生有些腼腆地笑着说道:
“那么,就先在这里静养一段时间吧。”
然后,比目鱼、堀木和祝子便把我一个人留在了医院。祝子走前将装有更... more
第二手札 (12)
那天上午,我们在浅草的六区徘徊,走进一家咖啡店,点了杯牛奶。
“你去付账吧。”
我起身,从和服袖子里掏出钱夹打开,里面只有三枚铜钱。一种比羞耻更为凄厉的情绪俘虏了我,那一刻我脑海中浮现的,是我在仙游馆的那间屋子。那屋子里只有学生制服和被子,家徒四壁,能用来典当的值钱物件已一件不剩。再加上我身上穿着的碎花和服和披风,这就是我的全部。
我清醒地意识到,自己再无法活在这世上。
她看到我踌躇的模样,站起身来看着我的钱包:
“哎呀,只有这些了吗?”
她无心的一句话,深深地刺入我的骨髓。... more
第三手札 (16)
起初,我每日只注射一支,逐渐增加到两支、四支,渐渐地,没了吗啡我已无法工作。
“这样不行,中毒了怎么办?”
经她这么一说,我觉得自己已然有了毒瘾(我是很容易接受他人暗示的人。若有人对我说,“虽然这笔钱不能花,但到底花不花是你的事”,我反而觉得不花不行,不花会辜负他人的期待,于是必定会马上把这笔钱花光),中毒的不安反而让我对吗啡的欲求日益膨胀。
“求你了!再给我一盒。月底我一定把账付清。”
“账什么时候付都可以,但若被警察知道就麻烦了。”
唉,不知为何,我周遭总是充斥着一些阴森... more
整体来说很好的
顺序是不是错了 感觉有点乱啊
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