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Atonement: The John Paulk Story

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Conversion Therapy
Ex-Gay Movement
LGBTQ Community
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Evangelical Community
John Paulk
Christianity
Love In Action
Focus On the Family
Marriage
LGBTQ Rights
Exodus International
The Trevor Project
Religious Trauma
Alcoholics Anonymous
Drag Culture
LGBTQ+ Youth
Oprah Winfrey
Family
Reverend Brandon Robertson

John was an ex-gay, ex-drag queen and an evangelical Christian. He married an ex-lesbian, had three children and became the poster boy for “conversion therapy” for over 15 years, traveling across the world to preach the idea you can ‘pray away the gay’.

John Paulk was living proof that they could change, that God would love them, and that they could live a “normal” heterosexual life. ​

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John comes out for the third - and final - time.

In this final chapter, hear John’s journey from shame to accountability, and the hard-won freedom of living authentically.

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When John Paulk slips into a D.C. gay bar, everything he’s built looks set to collapse.

Caught, exposed, and suffocated by shame, he clings to a lie that fools no one - not even himself.

Atonement: The John Paulk Story is a production of iHear... more

John looks back at the spiritual wreckage the ex-gay movement leaves behind - and the lives it destroys.

Publicly, he’s its polished poster boy. But behind the public halo, he’s drowning.

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John’s marriage becomes the jewel in the ex-gay movement’s crown.

Soon the couple are everywhere: Oprah, national ad campaigns, even the cover of Newsweek. But beyond the spotlight, cracks are forming.

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Recent Guests

Reverend Brandon Robertson
Progressive Christian pastor and PhD candidate, known for addressing LGBTQ acceptance within faith contexts.
Sunnyside Reformed Church
Episode: 4. The Gospel According to John
John Smid
Former director of Love in Action, involved in ex-gay ministries
Love in Action
Episode: 2. There’s No Place Like Home
Darrell Hershaft
Colleague at the Human Rights Campaign
Episode: 1. The Dancefloor
Casey Pick
Senior Director of Law and Policy at The Trevor Project
The Trevor Project
Episode: 1. The Dancefloor
Wayne Besson
Advocate against the ex-gay movement
Episode: 1. The Dancefloor
Curtis Thompson
John's first boyfriend and known figure in his past
Episode: 1. The Dancefloor
John Norman Paulk
John's father
Episode: 1. The Dancefloor
Vicki Paulk
John's stepmother
Episode: 1. The Dancefloor

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John Paulk
Host and storyteller, formerly a prominent figure in the ex-gay movement, now sharing his transformative journey and insights on conversion therapy and LGBTQ acceptance.
Kate Holland
Co-narrator and producer, contributing to the storytelling and production of the series.

Reviews

  • Interesting listen

    This is a great podcast and its most likely that the 1 star reviews are from people who believe conversion therapy is legitimate and that being gay is not. That is my opinion as a straight person listening to this podcast.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    edwarge
    Australia9 days ago
  • Super fine & granular 💔

    A heart wrenching conversation built with talent, skill, compassion & truth telling. Thank you! For all aspects of this life shared. Y’all a thing of beauty. RIP JP

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Abrasive Animator
    Australia10 days ago
  • Thank you for sharing!!

    Thank you for sharing this captivating story that the world needs to hear!!

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Brooke1983
    United States23 days ago
  • Superb in every way

    This podcast is absolutely riveting. John’s story along with the narrator’s analysis and necessarily probing questions gets at the heart of what was tragic and wrong about the ex-gay movement. It is a warning that its recent revival needs to be exposed as fraudulent and quashed. While the story is both sad and tragic, the way it unfolds here engages and draws you in. This one of the best podcasts I’ve ever listened to.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    bplowe
    United States23 days ago
  • Fantastic Story Telling

    I am only on episode 1 and am hooked. The narrator and John do an excellent job of telling his gut wrenching story of survival and liberation. John pulls back the curtain on the x gay movement and conversion therapy.

    Apple Podcasts
    5
    Stephen Cassell
    United Statesa month ago

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4. The Gospel According to John
Q: What were some of the social pressures you faced during your time in the ex-gay movement?
John experienced immense pressure to conform to evangelical beliefs and present a 'changed' identity, leading to internal conflict and emotional struggles.

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This podcast is centered around the personal journey of an individual who was once a prominent advocate for conversion therapy, exploring the complex interplay of identity, faith, and societal expectations. The episodes narrate the host's experiences as he recounts his life in the ex-gay movement, the emotional struggles faced while reconciling his true self with the demands of a conservative evangelical community, and the far-reaching impacts of conversion therapy on individuals and their families. Themes of regret, acceptance, and the lasting scars of religious trauma are prevalent, as guests, often fellow survivors and advocates, share their own stories of resilience and the harsh realities of conversion practices. The podcast aims to sh... more

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2. John Smid
3. Darrell Hershaft
4. Casey Pick
5. Wayne Besson
6. Curtis Thompson
7. John Norman Paulk
8. Vicki Paulk

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