
John was an ex-gay, ex-drag queen and an evangelical Christian. He married an ex-lesbian, had three children and became the poster boy for “conversion therapy” for over 15 years, traveling across the world to preach the idea you can ‘pray away the gay’.
John Paulk was living proof that they could change, that God would love them, and that they could live a “normal” heterosexual life.
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John comes out for the third - and final - time.
In this final chapter, hear John’s journey from shame to accountability, and the hard-won freedom of living authentically.
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When John Paulk slips into a D.C. gay bar, everything he’s built looks set to collapse.
Caught, exposed, and suffocated by shame, he clings to a lie that fools no one - not even himself.
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John looks back at the spiritual wreckage the ex-gay movement leaves behind - and the lives it destroys.
Publicly, he’s its polished poster boy. But behind the public halo, he’s drowning.
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John’s marriage becomes the jewel in the ex-gay movement’s crown.
Soon the couple are everywhere: Oprah, national ad campaigns, even the cover of Newsweek. But beyond the spotlight, cracks are forming.
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This is a great podcast and its most likely that the 1 star reviews are from people who believe conversion therapy is legitimate and that being gay is not. That is my opinion as a straight person listening to this podcast.
A heart wrenching conversation built with talent, skill, compassion & truth telling. Thank you! For all aspects of this life shared. Y’all a thing of beauty. RIP JP
Thank you for sharing this captivating story that the world needs to hear!!
This podcast is absolutely riveting. John’s story along with the narrator’s analysis and necessarily probing questions gets at the heart of what was tragic and wrong about the ex-gay movement. It is a warning that its recent revival needs to be exposed as fraudulent and quashed. While the story is both sad and tragic, the way it unfolds here engages and draws you in. This one of the best podcasts I’ve ever listened to.
I am only on episode 1 and am hooked. The narrator and John do an excellent job of telling his gut wrenching story of survival and liberation. John pulls back the curtain on the x gay movement and conversion therapy.
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This podcast is centered around the personal journey of an individual who was once a prominent advocate for conversion therapy, exploring the complex interplay of identity, faith, and societal expectations. The episodes narrate the host's experiences as he recounts his life in the ex-gay movement, the emotional struggles faced while reconciling his true self with the demands of a conservative evangelical community, and the far-reaching impacts of conversion therapy on individuals and their families. Themes of regret, acceptance, and the lasting scars of religious trauma are prevalent, as guests, often fellow survivors and advocates, share their own stories of resilience and the harsh realities of conversion practices. The podcast aims to sh... more
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